你的用意为何？

谁
词/蔡健雅
曲/蔡健雅

现在的我 还是对爱 充满疑惑　
没对或错 还不想给什麽承诺　
保持沉默 独自走过　
空虚和寂寞 它们陪伴著我　
装作灑脱 其实很懦弱　
有太多的藉口 终究没有结果　

谁让我感觉 他最了解我　
眼神交错 话都不用说　
就抱紧我 让我感受 他多爱我
　
谁让我感觉 不需要再躲　
过去心痛 从此被淹没　
就抱紧我 让我感受　
让我感受 他多爱我　
让我相信 他是爱 爱我的

未来的我 一个人过 也算不错　
冰冷的手 插入口袋也算暖和　
日出日落 都差不多
若有谁陪我 那一定更好过　
天空为我 一直闪烁著　
用太多的藉口 我在拒绝什麽　

谁让我感觉 他最了解我　
眼神交错 话都不用说　
就抱紧我 让我感受 他多爱我
　
谁让我感觉 不需要再躲　
过去心痛 从此被淹没　
就抱紧我 让我感受　
让我感受 他多爱我　
让我相信 他是爱 爱我的

谁让我感觉 他最了解我　
眼神交错 话都不用说　
就抱紧我 让我感受 他多爱我
　
谁让我感觉 不需要再躲　
过去心痛 从此被淹没　
就抱紧我 让我感受　
让我感受 他多爱我　
让我相信 他是爱 爱我的

让我相信 他是爱　
让我相信 他是爱 爱我的
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此刻的我，究竟还在想着什么？
我这么做，对吗?
时间又能决定事情吗？

我的心，一直在摇晃着。我究竟是该感到歉疚，还是把它抛到九霄云外去呢？
这些选择，阴魂不散的缠着我。我会为一些小事情就感到烦恼。面对困难，却犹如心绞痛似的。

我知道你讨厌我。

我真是一个缩头乌龟

是时候改变了。

this is driving me crazy
I feel so guilty now for being the direct one that could have cause the incident.
Why me?
is this another test that destiny would like to give me?
Even though i wasn't blamed about it. I could almost sense that i was being protected. i could almost sense that it was pure biasness
If it was someone else things could be so different.
Why... why... why...
It was just another same thing, same force
but why it happen on me
i guess the only thing i should thank for that it did not fall on me

Please, give me an answer

this is definitely what i want it to happened. If I could I would want to restart my life

What a failure I am

I'm lazy to type more

It screwed up from my POV. everyone's armswing wasn't synchronised when we past by the college. The band played too fast, resulting in that all contigents screwing up.
I shan't blame contigent commander because it was because of the beat, not his fault though.
I think we could have try marching more synchronised though.
College students were so damn annoying, laughing like mad as though they knew everything. GRRR.
After watching the videos, i just realised that we only screwed up our armswing when we turn to track and after the pandang kehadapan.
Good news or bad?

Miraculously our arm swing was in sync when we pandang kekanan.
Maybe because the most right rank was in sync and the files were in sync too,
:)
Lets just make NDP '10 a better one!